I HAVE MOVED TO ichigobliss.onsugar.com FOR NOW.
LOVE - to love and be loved = happiness. But how long can it last?
'Nothing last forever' is a phrase commonly used to describe circumstances in which we undergo. I think its the way we view the situation. If we are optimistic, we probably think that the phrase is bullshit! But there are may reasons why it makes sense. Like, example, death. The last stage in which everyone has to go through.
Living life to the fullest is impt and I'm glad to say, I think I spent mine quite meaningfully. At least to me it is. I learn quite a few things in which money cannot buy.
I have, once, loved and gotten hurt. I just want to learn the meaning of life. Also, to love is to give it all with no conditions. So, if you were to fall for someone who cannot return you the amount you love them, do not hate them. Because when you start to hate them for that, you will come to realise that there's no love! You just made youself look like a soreloser. You don't know to love! Thats to those who think they love ppl when they can't get them. Not pointing anyone in particular.
I know life is unpredictable and that its short. Harsh conditions can force us to make a decision in which we later on regret for life. I believe everyone regret about sth they have or have not done so. Isn't it better to regret doing so than us not doing it when given a chance?
I feel that the thing about me is that I lack courage. I can be brave in watching horror movies and so on but there are also times where I lacked courage to do or say sth I think I should. One small move could have changed the entire situation.
I'm not writing this post to pity myself for not doing this or that but to remind myself that everything that has past, is the past. I should look ahead of me and make use of the time I was given, to do sth and not regret later on. I'm always telling myself I do not regret in making such a decision even when I know I'm deceiving myself.
We should slap ourselves awake if we are making a silly mistake unless we are happily allowing ourselves indulge in such a fantasy. Also, ask ourselves if thats worth it. If you are a soreloser(cannot take the pain which you will get in return should you get the worst outcome), then get yourself out from all these shit before its too late.
The cruelty of reality molded me into becoming a practical person. At times I joked about and gave the worst reply ever. Truth is, nobody can read my thoughts nor do they know how I feel. The worst part is, I tend to not explain myself and choose the easiest way out. Then, started to regret when it too late. What the fuck? We can't turn back the time.
Oh ya. I thought of getting myself a tattoo to remind me of stuff. And the above written words are part of my reasons. Notice, its just 'part of'. This last paragraph is damn random. Thats just cause I forgot what I wanted to say. So, I shall stop here.
bye!
love
nic